i have been preoccupied with my lovely visitors... and maybe was focused more on having good time, seizing the day -hence partying and not thinking- for a while... and it was great. slowly, with the same questions coming from right and left; i am getting into the future-worry again... cities to live in, jobs to do, people to have around... life of a city-hopper is not as easy as it sounds. especially when money is an issue. and especially when your heart is distributed in pieces to three different continents.