what a crazy dream... I haven't struggled in my dream this much for a while now....I was given a box by several of my close friends and couple people I only met 1-2 times in my life. They were telling me: Here it is, the box of freedom. You have it now, you are free now! They were angrily waiting for an answer from me regarding what i wanted to do with "my freedom". I didn't know. I didn't want it. I wanted everything at the same time. I woke up concluding that total freedom was total chaos...and definitely not a liberating feeling. I didnt want it in my dreams, what more can I say =)
today is just starting... will write more later.
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Turned my TV on for the first time for a while... and here it is:
reporting from Chicago =)
Later I went on reading Murakami... Finally, i finished "The wind-up bird chronicles"... I concur one more time that he is an amazing writer. I am sitting in my apartment alone and waiting something surreal to happen now, a bit scared to be honest. (actually very scared).
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3 gündür bu blogda yeni birşey olmuyor, meraklandım. İsyan çıkarıcam.
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