May 10th

olumlerden olum begen kendine.

sonlu hayatlarimiz bizim de

May 8th

consulates and a new part of the town...American Tourist visa (10years! =))

last day at Casa bar.. lots of partying...

stomach problems-Swiss Medical hospital(cheaper after 11pm?!)-pills-no alcohol/coffee/steak..etc

party preparation 

excitement/tiredness/nervousness/fear/joy.. all

Happy Children's Day!

children's day~ neseli ol ki genc kalasin!

stressful visa/consulate/passport day

taxi driver's gift: tango cd

new book: Paolo Coelho... IN SPANISH =)

~

april 17

I think I read this in BBC news about Turkey: "It is a nation accustomed to both domestic and foreign conflict and obsessed with the idea of its loneliness on the world stage." 

so I signed up for an online bartending certification course... I already got my certificate for "Responsible Serving"... Next one is "Liquor Knowledge"  apparently champagne is king of wines and wine of kings  =)

April 16

long but productive day... sleep dripping from my eyes (turkish saying ;) ) 7:32 in my balcony with a glass of Malbec... the usual~

Back to yesterday's dilemma... this is, i believe, what my problem is... 

although in the absence of  milk chocolate, i should be eating nothing, neither the white, nor the dark chocolate since it is actually obvious that neither will satisfy my cravings and will make me fatter in the process; I cant help myself but reach and grab anything that is in the closet.... I should go to the store and get the milk chocolate if that is an option of course... but in the case that it is not an option, it is only a waste of time and calories to go for the others.  ~does trying to like dark chocolate eventually make us like it? (well in this case, maybe taste buds etc... but i am asking: generally, in life?~

April 15

here is the problem as I see it... well, first answer me this and I will tell you the potential problem I see with it...

Imagine that you only like milk chocolate... You want to have milk chocolate, better yet, you have a craving for milk chocolate. You go to your kitchen and look into your snack closet and for some reason find only White and Dark chocolate... Which one would you have?

April 13

After a great Asado last night, I felt the urge to wake up and go to the gym. The more i concentrate on getting in shape, the further seems the goal. 

April 10

A sort of productive day

april 9

projects projects...

things I need to take care of/do when I am in Chicago

- Sell Scooter

- Get a part-time job  (any recommendations are welcomed!)

- finish writing projects before Turkey

April 8

Countdown: 30days left

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